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At first it wasn't always this way, at first was all about laughing, chillin' and just being cozy with your best friends, you know, in the good way, you call her, he calls you, everybody calls you and there you are, just there for each one of them with less failure chance than a mathematical equation in an electronic calculator.
So leaving behind foolish metaphors, this kind of dynamic, you and the rest of your so called "friends", it's like a very well greased machine in which you are like the center dynamo of the situation and your friends are like the pieces that glue together the big machine, so when it happens, and by saying when it I mean when it would happen and your little loved pieces star to fell one by one of the grace of your friendliness you use those who are still there, and it's like you put all the energy you where wasting with those who are gone and re distribute it on those who are still there, rusting and tiring the big machine, making forgettable important people or core pieces of the machine, like, family, school, and other things, even forgetting about giving yourself an admittance to the workshop and stop taking care of yourself, loving yourself, BEING yourself.
And then comes the inevitable, the core main important piece of the machine is all by himself, not knowing how to work without all those who made him remember what he thought he was in the world for… big mistake, I mean STUPID suffering making snowball kind of pain you have to pull through having an existence in your life.
That's when you let go of yourself, you stop being just you, and you start living in your mind what you think people are living, enjoying and experiencing in their life, and by the way it has to be the best thing and the best set of moments those people are experiencing in their life just because they're not around you, making their life insufferable and annoy.
And all that and entire new dynamic between you and your brain is the most difficult struggle you'll ever be, because I guess there's not enough brain cells in your head that can analyze and crack that equation you have been hating for that long, even it is as simple as you can get: YOU = PAIN-SELFCONFIDENCE*LOWSELFSTEEM. And its only the initial step for another one more complicated.
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Unrefined Philosophical Ramblings
Posted Jun 12, 2008
This is very similar to your previous article, which tackled the same kind of complicated issues that go along with life. Once again you bring some interesting perspectives, thoughts, and metaphors about your subject that is always thought provoking. Your ideas felt more focused than your previ... (
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